Hi Silverlining,

Thank you for the welcome. I am glad to be here as I have so much to learn.

You spoke of instincts serving me well.  Yes they generally do, but my instinct to be a mom is sure giving me guilt feelings.  I feel I am abandoning my daughter.... and my grandchildren. It hurts so bad!  They (grandkids) will probably never know me and I may never know them.  I'm sure I will be spoken of but not necessarily in a good light...God it hurts!

LitlBit