When we loose a pet we've has a long time like that it's like loosing a part of ourselves. They're so loyal and they love without asking for anything back in return. Dogs are especially that way. Cats can be so strange that I understand they there are people who don't like them. I happen to love cats, but I know they're not for everyone. But dogs... who doesn't love a dog?
I hope you feel better. Know we'll be keeping you in our prayers, hon.
Hugs and lots of love,
Dan