{{{{{{{{{{{{SANDRA}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm so sorry for this double loss in your life, sweetie. The older we get, the more of them we seem to have to deal with, and it never gets any easier. You were fortunate to have the love of your childhood babysitter in your life for so long, and clearly she loved you, and you loved her; that's a special kind of relationship for you to cherish it all these years. It's so sad that your sister's father-in-law felt he couldn't go on anymore and chose to leave this world the way he did. That was extremely selfish of him, and he caused an undue amount of pain to those who loved him. I can only guess he wasn't in his right mind at the time. I hope he's found peace now. And I hope things in your life settle down too, hon. You surely need a stretch of calm for a good long while. Cyndy |