last night i had this terrible dream about the murder that one of the members of my support group committed on another member of my support group    i know why i had it occur as the man's parents ask if i would speak to his attorney as to the way he acted when he went off his meds and how i saw his mental state going down for 3 wks before this happened  he then used crack cocaine which made it even worse

but as this dream was happening i started screaming and was scared and i felt if i was going to die all of a sudden all the butterflys started flying around me  they were just everywhere and i started to calm down and did not feel afraid anymore  THANK YOU MY FRIENDS  you are even in my dreams when i need you   gelabriar