I was n.e.v.e.r sure of what I w/a/n/t/e/d until I met :H:I:M:....and then I knew I w/a/n/t/e/d to d*i*e

 Lilly walked though the courtyard her deep blue eyes looking everywhere. Finding a nice shady place she sat pulling her legs up to her chest she hugged them, shaking slightly as she looked around tears welled up in her eyes as she looked '...This is too much like befor...' she thought as she whiped her eyes "No Lilly children cry, your a fighter you don't cry" she snarled to herself. Feeling somone watching her she tensed slightly and rose to her feet looking around she saw a set a eyes lookin at her she froze terror ripping though her body. Her right hand raised to her chest as she watched the owner of the eyes becoming clearing she saw them move and she shifted her left lag back ready to run if she needed changing her mind her hand went to her pocket pulling out a dagger she held her arm behind her back.