OK  - I've read ravens prose with a mixture of excitement , passion and of course disbelief. My reason for wanting to join this group, is that i am becoming more and more alienated because of my gift. I'm a medium, i'm empathic, i'm in a lot of pain, discomfort, and becoming more and more disillusioned with my Goddess and her minions as i discover more about myself. The Angels seemed to have landed me with all of this when i was very young, far too young to understand. I was told by my parents that i should ignore it, and that invisable friends didnt really exist (yet santa and the tooth fairy  - DID). So - i was at a low point 2 yrs ago, i was on the verge of suicide when my lady Venus found me. She saved me and helped me come to terms with the basics of my gift. I have (like majority of other "psychics") chronic illnesses that prevent me from working full time - or try to. I am at a stage where, i know my faith - I love my Lady venus, in ALL her guises. I know my abilities - i see and feel the emotions from ghosts. so WHY????? when my best friend lost her young son, did he come to me - and i had to tell the (disbelieving) family how he had died. Why is it up to me to relive final moments of ppls time on earth. I totally understand what RAVEN is saying, but it isnt fair, u are not only given what u can handle, and it does hurt, mentally physically and emotionally. I would love it to be as black and white as Raven suggests, for anyone that her posting has helped - i am very envious!!!! as for me, i am lost and would appreciate any help that can be offered -

 

Love and Light,

 

SW247