There are Rituals one can spend day's in hopes of summoning forth "Messengers", as they will manifest in times of a pure heart, to go further they have no ego.
One could spend a fortune on seminars, books,Tarot Card Reading, to name a few. For all is not lost my dear child, despite the undertaking of a few who are in delusion of self.
Vagrantly displaying their illusion unsurpassed by their reality, and still one is confused by the information that is true.
"The Means Justifies The Ends".
peace
Ublisi