Totally amazing. I have had such a hard time finding where I fit. My Papa passed away 9 months ago. I have gone to "visit"him twice. Before he passed away, he was going through a second divorce and he sold his business/home he had for 30 years. He kept telling me he could not find his place. My Papa's last visit with our family was his time to go home. He passed away when he was there. He always wanted to have his ashes spread in Hungary. When I took my Papa to the airport, I new this would be the last time I saw him on earth. I even told the person with me that I felt he wasn't coming back, I creid a little. When he passed, there was a message at work for me to call Hungary because there was a family emergancy and I knew then my Papa was gone. I went home and called the number given to me. The person I talk to was a translater, but I said to her my Papa was dead. She didn't know what to day, but that she was very sorry. Even though I knew this would happen, I was still in shock. When my Papa was ready to see me, he sent for me. I laughed with him and I cried because I did not want to leave him yet. He said and others too, not to cry because I could come back and visit with my Papa agian. He is very busy where he is now. I still have days that I miss him so bad I can barely breath, then I remember I can go visit him again next time there is a ride available for me. I feel I will have a short visit with him soon. My boyfriend told me that I was actually laughing and crying. So I know I went somewhere to see my Papa. My Papa is very spiritual and he believed that there were other worlds. Now I know he was right. I know this is a long email, but I am most grateful there are others that understand. I am not sure if my Papa is an incarnated Angel, or if he is a star person, I'm almost sure he has a bit of both. He is probably more a star person. Thankfully he has passed this on to me, and I have passed this on to my daughter. Thankyou so much. Callie |