Dear Spirited--

I absolutely understand this.  I've always been bewildered and appalled by the things humans do, and frequently tell friends "I'm ready to go back to my home planet now--they do things MUCH differently there!"  I say it as a joke, but it's not really.  And even though I'm in my late 50's, I still haven't "wised up".  The result of this I've been subjected to all sorts of physical, mental and emotional abuse, and then I'm the one that winds up in the shrink's office, medicated, or hospitalized.  Forunately, I usually have enough sense not to talk about my "home planet" or any of my spiritual or psychic stuff (which will get you labled "psychotic" in a heartbeat!) This also has resulted in shutting down psychicly to a great extent, and the last few years pretty well isolating.  It's really hard to be able to sense someone's feelings that are in direct opposition to their words.  Makes ME think i'm crazy sometimes.

 

Don't know where I've gotten this vision of how things ought to be--a world where everyone is compassionate, honest, loving, where everyone has all the material resources they need and the planet is cherished and cared for as are all beings, but it's so deeply a part of me that I never want to reliquish it.