Okay I had a very disturbing last night and I don't remember much about the details except the ending. I hope it doesn't offend anyone reading it. If it does, I'm sorry.
I am in a room with my sister, an older guy (I think), and maybe a little kid. I think we are some kind of fugitive and was in hiding. Then at some point my sister wanted to commit suicide and she stabbed herself with 3 different butter knives but they were dull and didn't do much damage even though all 3 were fully inserted into her abdomen. She then asked for my help (I think) and I plunged another butter knife into her stomach hitting her spinal cord. But she was still alive and fully conscious saying something to the extent of "this is not working." I felt bad for her and thought about giving her some pain killer to help numb the nerves so that she could die peacefully. The whole idea disturbed me so much that I woke up.
Does anyone know what all this means? I usually don't remember my dreams but I remember this one and it really bothers me. Any help is greatly appreciated. Thank you! |