Dear BlowyMist -
As I did not know your birth time (nor birth place), I erected Solar Charts for both you and your Hubby. These give us the positions of all the planets except the Moon. We also lack the House Locations and the Rising Sign, but it is still amazing how much is revealed about an individual - even with this more limited information. And I already know, from examining your chart, that you understand me. You actually SEE the messages that the Divine Mother (or Nature, or Life) leaves lying around all the time.
You have the gift of seeing deeply into the language of life and of people.
Your Compatibility Index
This index, as measured by Halloran Software, is VERY HIGH, almost six to one!!!! And if after I removed the Moon from its calculations your index remained almost five to one. By way of comparison, a previous chart comparison I did had an index of 1:5 to 1 - and that couple seemed to be quite happy together.
So .. There is a great deal of cross-stimulation in your charts, and I would speculate that He needs You more than You need Him. So, as you expand your own horizons, the questions you are asking yourself become pretty obvious. I can see (from his chart) that he might (repeat 'might') be somewhat irritating at times.
If I am correct in thinking he might see any changes in you as very threatening (to him), it is even more probable that you will do just as you please (or must) anyway. So, as good friends you can sit him down, pat his knee and say: 'Look friend, you are really making me unhappy'. Or something to that effect. But, you also see that I cannot advise you. Not only do you know your friend better than I ever could, you already know your choices. What can I add?
Well, you two were probably brother and sister in a past life. But that knowledge, even if you accept it friend, only supports your high compatibility index. So, you know each other very well.
Your Sun in Third Decanate of Water Tree
Here, friend, please do NOT think you have to know anything about Astrology. That is the error most people make when they approach LIFE,. They think they have to find a book and (somehow) that will contain all the answers. That is total bull.
The astrological signs and planets are symbols of CONNECTEDNESS. So, I use them to connect my inner-knowledge to this or that. You do the same thing in your life when you look at flowers and bees and connect them to how the earth runs. You do the same thing when you look at people and see their hidden motivations; and again you can connect all this to how the earth runs.
Oh yes, I look at your Pluto conjunct your Mercury, and I see how deeply you can see into life, and then connect it all together. So, when I say you see 'energies' I mean you see beneath the surface appearances.
The sign of Cancer is ruled by the Moon (a symbols of connectedness to Nature and to all creatures and things). The third decanate is co-ruled by Jupiter, the Lord of Fortune and Unlimited Supply. And I note (looking for symbols of connectedness) that Jupiter is the scooping planet in your chart.
Chesed, the fourth Seferah represents Limitless Supply. In the creative world of Briah (Water), this gives you connectedness to the nourishing and loving side of life. And, more important, you can always find the Truth in Life. That is your special gift - to look on Life as the source of 'all things needful'.
You are gaining, in this life cycle, by working with Images and watching how these become solid experiences in your life. You already understand, then, how important it is to never hold negative images. And, even more important, you are discovering that you are a direct instrument for the One Life. (Call IT God, Divine Mother, THAT I AM, or the One Self -- or even 'Hey you!).
So what comes with this Karmic Task is to learn to serve the One Self by serving all of humanity. And there is no pressure in this. You are learning to see God in everyone, and to discover the deepest riches and rewards in your own life. (And this is: specifically, what my Guardian Angel hopes you will understand).
When I look at your natal chart and see a Bucket configuration, I see you are attuning yourself to be a receptacle for the beneficent powers of Chesed. And, as a native of Cancer, it is easy and natural for you to project this power, and with deep compassion, connect beautifully with the world around you, and bring great joy and love to others..
This seferah, Chesed, on the Tree of Life is the home of 'the compassionate ones'. If you wish to attune yourself to this loving source of guidance, it will take time. But you can do this in natural and easy steps (if you prefer) during this lifetime. Just by exploring what it means, TO YOU, to experience LIFE to its fullest.
The symbols of Sun square Neptune (that planet of Divine Mystery) IN YOUR CHART suggest that you really do hear the 'music of the spheres', but as a reader you would be prone to self-deception. And (despite your goodness), it would take hard work for you to 'purify' the Moon, the symbol for the mirror of your own soul.
For example, you can already 'see' the real motivations of others; but can you always (truthfully) penetrate the mysteries of your own motivations? So it is my task is to inform you that no one is pushing you. You are a good person, a very lovely and wonderful person, and all of the choices ahead are yours (and yours alone) to make. So - relax and continue to enjoy life!
This illustration, which I recently posted for Aquilla, is really for YOU. Key 7 or the Chariot represents the sign Cancer. So - you are the young child observing The Warrior in the Chariot, and not yet realizing that the Charioteer is really yourself.
Drgnfli, of course, picked up on this immediately - (not surprising, considering her deep insight). But I will translate it for you.
Your body is the chariot. The two sphinx, which power it, are your desires (black and white). The invisible reins are your mind, necessary to control and direct your desire nature. And - as the Key shows, the chariot has traveled far from civilization. It has crossed the river of the mind and its limitations. And it is now free to roam the plane of the unknown (which freedom your Pluto conjunct Mercury -- in your chart -- also symbolizes).
Blessings
Shantana --
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