Dear Smit --
My Guardian Angel directed me to take your reading first. It seemed the most urgent and, further (she said) 'She knows what life is all about'. Meaning that my GA trusts you to set everything right.
The illustration above shows the first and last cards in your Tarot reading. The first is the Significator. My Guardian Angel (GA) had me go through the deck, one at a time, until the Six of Cups came up. "That's it!' she exclaimed. The other card is the last of your reading, showing the Future. One does not have to be a psychic reader to see how THIS problem comes out!
Six of Cups. A young boy is giving a cup full of flowers to an even younger girl. In the Tarot this card represents the 'Connectedness' that Love brings to all relationships. And my GA specifically asked me to tell you this:
'Sometimes we think that LIFE has brought us a bouquet of thistles. The blessing in disguise is this: if you can see beneath the surface, you can broaden your own depths of love and understanding. And with those come Healing and Peace.'
The number Six on this card points to an Inner Center, in each of us, which actually coordinates our thoughts and clarifies (purifies) our understanding. I do not know your personal spiritual beliefs. The Shamans (ancient wise men) call this our Power Center and with it were able to tell the Will of the Cosmos. The Christians call this same center the Christos.
You are being asked, then, to contact this center within yourself.
THE CARD COVERING YOUR QUESTION
The World, Key 21. This shows a person dancing inside the Cosmic Egg. This is yourself, because LIFE will be showing you the way to perfect freedom, -- freedom from worry, and to wisdom and understanding. My GA adds: 'She laid all of her cards on the table; this means she sees her problem exactly as it is. So, clearly, she can solve it.
In astrology this Key represents Saturn. Some astrologers see Saturn as a depressing and sad influence. Why? Because they fail to understand that sometimes LIFE applies the brakes when things are going poorly. Perhaps LIFE will step in when we are about to do something foolish, and will frustrate our wishes. In your case, LIFE is asking you to understand that compulsive and irrational forces are at work. And your first task is to recognize this and forget about blame. How can you help?
THE CARD CROSSING
The King of Swords. This card represents your husband. On a deeper level it represents the Will to Act and also the Law of Response. Your husband should always act as a reflection of the Father Above. It is his role to supply Guidance for his family (you and your daughter). That guidance should be based on Fine Discrimination ... (Life always tells us what is right), but he is confused by the forces now running rampant; just turn on your TV and see what he is unable to deal with.
So, clearly, it is up to you to find a way to set things right. 'It is not', my GA adds, 'a matter of fairness. It is only a question of which of the two you can handle this?'
CARD ABOVE
This is the best that YOU can achieve in this situation. It is not a guarantee, but my GA seems to have unlimited faith in you. The card is the ACE of Cups, and all Aces represent great good fortune. On the levels of LIFE itself, this card suggests that you can actually see the Loving Wishes of the Life Power (the ONE I AM). IT always wishes (WILLS) the best for all of its creatures. And, as a woman, you have a direct and loving connection to that WILL.
CARD BELOW
This card represents unseen forces that are already at work on your problem. The card is the Seven of Wands, and shows an individual alone on a hill, fending off six other wands that seem to be attacking him (or her). On the surface your situation does seem to represent a War, but - on a deeper level, the Number Seven represents the principle of Desire at work at the human level. Further, Wands represents a Purifying Fire.
And, just as on a World Scale the old ways are actually Warring and killing each other, sometimes even in the name of God, any astrologer can tell you that these same forces are at work in each of us on the personal level. Your relationship with your husband needs to be 'purified' - raised to a higher level, which is governed by love and real insight. And this process has already begun. in yourself.
CARD IN THE PAST
This card is the Queen of Cups, and tells us (says my GA) all we need to know. You have been a loving wife and a loving mother. And as circumstances have changed throughout the duration of your marriage, you have been called upon time and time again to preserve the basic framework of your family. You already know what kind of a framework survives all outer changes and challenges.
So - you already know everything you need to know to preserve love and understanding and compassion through this very severe change.
CARD IN THE FUTURE
The Ace of Wands. It seems as if you are about to pull off another miracle! (My GA just said: 'I told you so!") This time of testing by Fire (Wands). The deeper and inner significance of this Key is this: it is really the 'I' of the Universe that knows how to handle all problems. And your deepened contact with this Source will clarify your thinking, and this will stay with you for the rest of your life. In short, by solving your immediately puzzle, you succeed in raising your own consciousness.
The Last Four Cards Merely Expand this one card of the Future.
1) The Environment. Queen of Swords. Yes, you are the wife, and - fair or not, it is necessary for you to bring about the necessary changes (the higher seeing) in yourself. You can only lead your husband by example. You gain, of course, by a great increase in your own awareness and happiness.
My GA adds that she personally doubts that your husband really wants a divorce. If he is merely suffering from the World Sickness, then he needs someone to save him from himself.
2) Your Response. The Page of Swords. On the surface this shows a young person on guard and suspicious, wielding a sword for protection. On the deeper level, if you can manage your hurt and own fears, you will establish a direct contact with your own Guardian Angel. I have no idea if you will see or hear him or her. I do know that you will come to KNOW inside when IT is there, and guiding you. How can you miss?
3) Your Hopes and Fears. Five of Coins. A beggar and a cripple, shut out in the cold. This obviously represents your fears, BUT - on the deeper level, the number FIVE (Volition or Will) tells us that you will be providing a channel for LIFE to express its loving WILL through you.
4) Future. Key Six, the Lovers. You will be showing him how to release his outworn subconscious patterns. He will look to you because you look to the Angel for Guidance.
In closing, I could do an astrological chart comparison for you, but you know your husband far better than I, no matter how much help his chart gives me. I could also do your Transits, but you already understand that the world is going crazy as it moves (however slowly) toward a larger brotherhood and sisterhood of Man, and that the old ways are actually destroying themselves.
So you already see this cosmic war being re-enacted in your marriage. Surely, you can do your best to help your husband through a time that must seem completely bewildering to him. And be sure, he will bless you for it.
Love and blessings.
Shananta
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