Dear Windy -
Since I will be delayed for so many days, I took a quick look at your chart, and then I asked the Tarot (in a six card pyramid spread) what was going on in YOUR life.
First (and quickly) with your Sun in Leo you are a strong woman. Secondly, with Saturn conjunct Neptune, you arevery focused, very honorable, and deeply spiritual.
Right now Transiting Saturn is crossing your fourth house of home, and that can make one feel depressed and worried, UNLESS very YOU are on your toes! There are a couple of minor 'irritations' in your Transits (Jupiter and Uranus are really stirring up things), BUT your transits show a period of great growth and happiness. So, it would seem that YOU are o.k. The message, as I see it, is: just be sure you don't blow this. Things are really opening p for you.
I did not check your husband's chart, but you can see a good lawyer - not to make accusations, but just to check out your rights. And, please be very level-headed and unemotional when you do this. Give the lawyer the correct message.
For your Tarot reading I picked Key 8, Strength, of the Tarot, which shows a woman taming a Lion. I picked this Key because it represents Leo, your Sun Sign. The bottom row of three cards shows Past, Present and Future. The middle-row shows the two opposing forces. The top singleton shows the Spiritual Force at work here - and this is what is REALLY going on,.
The bottom row:
PAST, Key 2, the High Priestess. This shows your usual and very excellent connection with the Divine Mother principle in Life. But, in relation to your question, suggests you may have lost your way. The message seems clear enough: do NOT get lost in your fears; Life wants you to move on to a different and higher type of Seeing.
PRESENT, Page of Wands. This card symbolizes the Kingdom, and your power to create your Kingdom, just as you wish it to be. Therefore, the Kingdom IS yours. And now we understand the first Key (The Priestess) even better. The Divine Mother creates a wonderful Kingdom, for those who love her.
Your Moon (in your chart) is in Cancer. You are a most loving and nourishing woman. You have an excellent and intuitive connection with life. And, you mean well for all people. You can't miss!
FUTURE, Knight of Wands. This Key connects to two things: first is the One Self, to a high level of awareness. I do not know your spiritual beliefs, but ; the Christians call this Christ Consciousness; the Yogis call this the Atman. Both terms mean the same thing.
Secondly, this Tarot Key ties to the third decanate of Scorpio, ruled by the Moon. So, almost every card is sending you the same message: get connected with your spiritual intuition (yiur Moon and Neptuen). Then you WILL BE FINE, because you will see (free of fear) exactly what is going on, and exactly what YOU need to do to achieve your wants in life.
MIDDLE ROW
The first key is Key 15, The Devil, and has a very scary appearance; so this is one of the two opposing forces:. Your present and fearful way of looking at life. The planet Saturn, which rules this Key, happens to be conjunct Neptune (the highest spiritual vibes) in your chart. So, the Tarot keys are telling you to drop your fears, and look with calm and loving eyes. You are strong enough to take care of yourself. You are wise enough to trust to Life for guidance.
The second key is the Six of Swords, which shows a family crossing a body of water, in a boat. The SIX ties again to the Christos (or the Atman, your choice of words), so, what is opposing your fears is a real opportunity for your spiritual growth. You are crossing the waters of Life to discover, on the other shore, a NEW and more real world and a new YOU.
I took a very quick look at your transits and here lies the promise:
Transiting Jupiter is sextile to Natal Uranus. A long period of expansion of mind, of horizons, and new insights.
Transiting Saturn is conjunct your natal Venus. This is a itme of focused energy and very creative and inspired thinking for you.
Transiting Uranus is trine your Natal Venus. Venus represents love and creativity, this will be a time of real opening of doors, changes in how you see Life, and how you realize YOUR opportunities for love and for growth.
SO, you see this reading is really all about You. And it only touches on your fears once - and then only to show you the flip side, which is reality.
There are also a few challenges. Transiting Neptune is opposite your Sun, so you will feel confused. In other words, LIFE is teaching you how to fight through, confusion and fear. THAT is what it means to cross the Water.
And Transiting Jupiter is square Natal Jupiter. Don't jump in and try to expand too fast, and then fall back in fear or pain. Again, these challenges are there to teach you to focus on what is real and what is important in Life.
TOP CARD
A sad man in a dark robe looks despondently at three cups that have been knocked over, and their contents spilled on the ground. But behind him are two other cups, filled to the brim with Life.
Isn't the message here clear? If you are held in bondage to your fears and worries, you will only see what you think you missed. Just turn yourself around and look at the new blessings Life has brought to you.
Love and blessings
Shantana
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