writing here often gives me time to think time to wonder how your lives are going on and if you are all well and happy,some may say what is that to do with me but shouldnt we all care a little about our friends, and i do look on you all as friends even tho i dont know you in the sense of having met you,when i read your journals and you are having a real bad time of it or i read and things are getting better for you i thank him up above,im not nosy i just like to know you are all well and happy with your lives,and i find as i get less able to go out and about without the help of my daughter and son, jade who takes me places an my wheel chair and andrew who takes me with him when he goes to work as a driver all over the country and i see places i wouldnt have like sight of the great lakes or the sea as it comes on to the beach,life can be very narrow when you are confined to the house and this little monitor gives me sight of others lives and while i know its not all happy happy it nice when someone turns that corner and you think im so glad for you,last week i turned 60 it didnt feel any different than when i turned 30,40 or 50 but i see more and more the things my mother told me like time flies and yes it does as you get older it dosent seem like 5 mins since it was xmas and here we are nearly at the beginning of may,my daughter will be 23 in a few days time it dosent seem that long since she was 23 days old and as an older mum (i was nearly 38 when i had her) it has flown watching her grow from a baby to the young woman she is now,life could be a lot worse for me than it is but i still have all my grey matter and i know there are others much worse off than me i thank god for each new day he gives me, its a clean slate to draw on and hope i dont make to many mistakes, with that i leave you all with blessings and the hope that life for you like me runs as smooth as it can do take care all.  lavender |
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