Hi Loopy,

 

I think I ought to be honest here. When I first posted the offer to do readings, I knew that I wouldnt be doing a reading for the first person that asks me. I really didnt know why and still not fully understanding. I would like to give you a few things that may help. First, I want to extend my friendship to you. And speak to you as I would my own best friend.  Anytime I get close to your energy I get this image of a mother who slaps the hand of a child for getting into something that they are not suppose to( or for any other reason). Its like I want to slap your hand, and say No. Im sorry if this comes harshly to you. Ive thought long and hard how I was gonna respond to you. And Im told that you can handle the honesty way better than beating around the bush so to speak. I also get that in doing so, your respect for me will be there, rather than if I just sugar coated everything. Im also getting that you know what Im talking about even if I dont. Gosh, this is making me nervous. Im pretty much told that you have your own abilities to know the "truth" you are so desparetly seeking. And everytime you come to one of us, you are  in a sense not listening and when you dont get the message you want, the disappointment comes in. Trully all you want is confirmation. Its something I strive for and see in most others. Its human of us to be that way. So the next time you ask for a reading, ask yourself, are you seeking confirmation, or are you seeking an excuse for behaviours even you know deep down need to go into the trash. Trust yourself, dont judge yourself harshly and most of all, be honest to yourself. Accept the things you cannot change and believe you are one awesome human being. Start living it and you will be it. (did i boost your morale yet?) I suppose I did give a reading, but I so much like the idea of "talking" to a friend than the idea of giving a "reading". Thank you for giving me an opportunity to practice. (Do you know an Andy?) I am getting more, but started questioning myself so will end here.

Angel Hugs

Nesting