Hola! GiftedPixie,
First, Id like to thank you for waiting patiently for your reading.
When I first connected with your energy, I had a difficult time. Your energy was scattered and all over the place. And when I could get to a centered place with you, then came the blocks. Id get somewhat close and bam, the door closes. Its much like being a horse whisperer with you. You may have had a difficult childhood or period in your life that has caused you to close off to others in a personal way. I do sense that you are very open but only on a superficial level, its safer that way. The true you, is kept safe, away from negative influences, as a protective resource to keep you safe. I see a high powered career. A career that is full of busy, busy, busy. Very fast and very demanding. You do it well and with professionalism. I respect that. It takes true devotion. (Even if speaking of motherhood, its still like a career)
I feel something lacking. As if something is missing. And I cant put my finger on it. As if it just exists and is what it is. Like an acceptance to it.
I see a busy city, lots of people coming and going. And a joy being in the midst of it all. The sun is shining, cars are driving by and large buildings everywhere.
Im not getting much else, although I do feel urged to speak again about your sensitivities and being closed off to others. That its pertinent to the situation. From what Im getting and from my own experience, Ive learned that the best way to deal with being sensitive and being closed off, when in fact Id like to get closer to others, I had to learn how to live with myself. Learn not to be so sensitive to that inner voice, that critical inner voice. I used mantras most of times, and when it got real bad, I put myself into a mental "cocoon". Just wrap myself up in it until Ive had time to adjust to outside influences. Once I was level again, I came back, confident and empowered with my own inner strength and confidence. I learned to trust myself. Its the hardest part with learning to live a life not always having to guard against everything. And be open to lifes possibilities.
Thank you for the opportunity to practice,
Sending you angels
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