Nesting, Thank you for the reading. It sounds like me. I gather you may have seen much turmoil in my life. I am trying to rise above it and forget it. Much of it has left me with no Self confidence and being labled a horrible person. I have to keep telling myself I am not horrible. My family has expected me to take care of all thier needs and used me as a doormat. I have pulled away from the negativity and being used since my Mom passed away. I felt guilty for a while but no more. Thank you again Leslie |