nesting I understand what you were saying completely ....
"I loved my mother in law in my own way, and to mourn for her with my "spiritual knowledge" makes me feel like an imposter cause I know she is in a better place. I know she is happy now. She wanted to die a long time ago. Gave up a long time ago. Now her suffering is gone. But when I dont mourn I feel Im being selfish and should at least shed a tear. AGH! So conflicting! My human side and my spirit side dual-ing it out. Thus "I dont know" when I really do know and dont know how to say it."
I've had to experience my family and others wondering if I really cared for loved ones that have passed over ... because I morn in a different way. You should Never feel like an imposter or question your emotions or the way you deal with the loss. Thats just my opinion ....If you did shed tears ~ are they for You and the fact she won't be in a physical form for you to visit with, or , are the tears of Joy that's she's gone home to a better place and now is at peace ? ..... We are only spiritual beings experiencing and living a human life. ..... The way you express yourself will impress some ..... and they may even see that it's ok to love, enjoy and feel ok that a loved one has crossed over and not be laying on the floor crying our eyes out and losing control of the fact of what's really going on. ............... Your a wise person, you have the knowledge and the know how to deal with anyone that looks down on the way you handle life and it's experiences. ..... ............. Unfornutately other people's journey in life is more rocky than our's .... and they seem to want to throw rocks and boulders in our path to make us stumble and get off balance. Just look at these other enity's and think ..... bless your heart you haven't learned the lessons yet you were brought here to learn......... But I refuse to let you cloud over the sunshine in My Day and My Life . .......
Hope I'm making sense here .... sometimes I feel like I just rattle on and on .... but I just want to share with you that ... other people don't have the control and power to make us question ourself and take away our peace and happiness - unless - we give the power to them. And I know .... that's not what your wanting to do. ..... find time to get away and ground yourself .... put a pure white bubble around you so that these negative energy's can't cloud over you. I'm sending positive energy your way with this message.
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