Hun i am picking up it has to do with the star elders and native elders.Don'r be surprised if one time you get called to the cave of grandmothers it is what happened to me.It is a calling to you.You will see and know more, the more you meditate,they will give you the answers you seek.I know it is a bit confusing I went through it too and at work where i meditate i see them dancing and hear the chants.Sometimes it pulls me in so much.They are calling on us to help with earth.I am picking up with you that you are an energy weaver like me.They are proud of how you are coming along so keep up the good work.What they will probably ask of you is when you understand about the energy thing is to send prayers and energy  and balls back into the earth.You have a strong earth connection.The sparks oh man getting very high vibration and goosy bumps lol's they are prayers that are going up to the creator.So this is what i am picking up and hope this helps you.Lol's i am such the doubting thomas but am learning as you will.hugs and love~earthly