Okay, I went for a walk in the middle of the night, while my children were sleeping at a friends house.

I ended up on the highway, wondering which way my husband was traveling, and if I would see him....and thinking that it should not matter, and I should just let him go....

So I walked across the highway, both sections which are divided by a K-rail wall. I walked over to a roadway that did an abrupt turn to the left, (it ran paralel to the highway)....I stood there watching for my husband, saw someone walking tward meand backed up to the wall of earth on the other side of the road.....(the roadway I was on was on an incline up to a residential area and turned to the right from the top to get there...).....suddenly this old lady came walking through the weeds to the road and was about to turn left and go right when she noticed me, and said something....I do not recall.....and I told her not to take offense but her hair needed a serious cut or serious trim and asked her if she would like me to cut her hair.....

To which she smiled and put her hand to her hair and said yes it does need a trim doesn't it?

As she got closser I noticed that her older lady clothing was nice and dressy, but that her face became strange looking...and the closser she got the stranger it looked.

Until I noticed that her eyes were not a womans eyes at all.......I looked at him and asked if he was a cross dresser.....to which he laughed and as his face became serious and he told me no.....then our lines of communication were no longer by mouth and I found out that we were going to be lovers and friends and that he was an undercover Police Officer......and while I was comfortable with him and he had something to offer me and me him, that it was not love, just a mutual attraction and fascination and a strong passion and  that some time soon we are to break up because I am missing something........and remember my husband.......and feel a strong sadness at my loss.....and pity for my husband as he is so lost.....not willing to listen to reason or help.....and running in cirlces on the same road......... On my way out the door I realize how much stronger I am and better able to cope and deal with my loss of my husband.

 

I think I know some of what this dream entails, but feel at a loss with a bunch of it.......Like the detective.....I just felt overwhelmed with passion and want and need, but well protected and well taken care of, So is this someone I am suppose to meet? He was not recognizable to me, but he was cute.....Or was I just kind of mixing truth dreams with astral travel?

It felt very real......

As for my husband I figured that the Highway represents his life, and that I am not sure which pathway he is traveling, but with his confusion he is going both directions...like a dog chasing his tail........and gettting no where......

While I move in with someone who is temporary, but needed?

Is that right?

Michelle