So sorry to hear that Christina..you know no matter what you choose the support is always here for you. Yes it is a hard thing to do..that is why so many of us..like you have to get up and try try try again. But it can be done so don't you give up you hear. Four more days huh and off you go to boot camp..you must be nervous (to say the least), about what's going on. It would be a serious experience going in for someone in the best of shape..but you sound like a strong lady Strife and if you have faith that you can do this I have faith that you can do this. If there is any doubt or deep rooted fear inside say something to someone before it's to late to turn back. Is there an 'opt' clause for emergencies in the forces? I would not think so but hey it's worth checking out. One day if you feel up to it I'd love to hear your story and how you ended up in boot camp in the first place..did you sign on? I seriously thought about it when younger..thinking it would help with focus and discipline...something I needed more of.
I'm trying to think what else you could use to make this detox as easy as possible..you can't get the Buprenorphine..bummer. Okay well Catapress (generic name Clonidine) helped me. Some people have a different take on them..but they did me okay. I found myself in a different sort of 'boot camp' once..jail..finally after 3 days I was given Catapress, something to sleep, and another pill for stomach cramps and diarrhea..saved me much suffering. They usually like to moniter the catapress although no one did me..as it can be dangerous if not taken properly and there was/is a lot of abuse with this pill as well. Doesn't get you high..but people would take them to enhance their dope...more nodding they said..dangerous..not good. It's normally used for high blood pressure..which rises when we are kicking..but they found it to help with opiate type detox..I found it helped with speedy feeling and sweats.
How much are you doing now..and true..that you don't shoot up too often may make it easier for you. Only in that you don't have to go through that whole 'relationship' with the syringe thing. I hope these last 4 days go well for you Christina. Please keep posting if it helps...
Sending you energy..prayers and lots of positive mojo. The new year will be better..stay strong,
Despite the situation have a great night and be safe.
Sha
Here's a site that lists different ways to detox.
HOW BAD IS HEROIN WITHDRAWAL?
An excerpt from: Heroin, Myths and Reality by: Jara A. Krivanek pub. 1988, Allen & Unwin and a general discussion, with references of the dangers of heroin.
The withdrawal syndrome we have been discussing is what is termed 'primary' or 'early' abstinence. A substantial portion of the physical symptoms of this stage seem to depend on the activity of a part of the brainstem called the locus coeruleus. Opiates depress this area and it would therefore be expected to become hyperactive during withdrawal. The locus coeruleus is an important center in the brain's fear-alarm system, and such hyperactivity would be consistent with the marked anxiety and agitation withdrawing addicts report.
MEDICAL COMPLICATIONS
Medical consequences of chronic heroin abuse include scarred and/or collapsed veins, bacterial infections of the blood vessels and heart valves, abscesses (boils) and other soft-tissue infections, and liver or kidney disease. Lung complications (including various types of pneumonia and tuberculosis) may result from the poor health condition of the abuser as well as from heroin's depressing effects on respiration. Many of the additives in street heroin may include substances that do not readily dissolve and result in clogging the blood vessels that lead to the lungs, liver, kidneys, or brain. This can cause infection or even death of small patches of cells in vital organs. Immune reactions to these or other contaminants can cause arthritis or other rheumatologic problems.
Of course, sharing of injection equipment or fluids can lead to some of the most severe consequences of heroin abuse-infections with hepatitis B and C, HIV, and a host of other blood-borne viruses, which drug abusers can then pass on to their sexual partners and children.
THERAPEUTIC TREATMENT
CLONIDINE PROGRAMM
Clonidine is generally used as an anti-hypertensive agent, but in 1978 Gold and his colleagues reported that it could suppress or reverse the symptoms of opiate withdrawal. Subsequent work has shown that this reversal is by no means complete, but there seems no doubt that clonidine can make opiate withdrawal much more comfortable.
APOMORPHINE PROGRAMM
Apomorphine is a substance which can be administered to an addict (primarily Heroin addicts) for approximately seven days & which will allow an addict to be fully physically detoxed with little to no side effects. Indeed records show that apomorphine treatment can be ceased after seven days with no further withdrawal.
IBOGAINE PROGRAMM
Ibogaine is an alkaloid drug derived from an African shrub, Iboga Tabernanthe. Ibogaine is not a substitute for narcotics or stimulants, is non-addicting and is given in a single administration modality. Ibogaine is a chemical dependence interruptor. The majority of patients treated with Ibogaine remain free from chemical dependence for a period of two weeks to three months after a single dose. Approximately ten percent of patients treated with Ibogaine remain free of chemical dependence for two or more years from a single treatment and the same percentage return to drug use within two weeks after treatment. Medical supervision is advised.
METHADONE PROGRAMM
Methadone was originally developed by the Nazis during World War II. When the supply of opium was cut off, Nazi addicts like Goering avoided the possibility of withdrawal by instructing German drug companies to produce a wholly synthetic opiate that didn't rely on the poppy. With typical Teutonic efficiency, the chemists came up with a drug that not only worked, but also lasted a long time. As a result, Methadone has become the drug of choice for doctors trying to help users manage their opiate dependency. Heroin wears off after a couple of hours, thus requiring several hits each day. Methadone, on the other hand, lasts anywhere between 24 and 72 hours, depending on the dose taken and individual metabolism.
Methadone comes in several forms - 10mg ampules, 5 mg tablets, Methadone Linctus - 1 mg in 2.5 ml or Methadone Mixture DTF - 1 mg in 1 ml. Occasionally, chemists will be broken into and pharmaceutical methadone powder will come onto the market. This stuff is very strong, so if you ever happen to come across it, be extremely careful with how much you use, especially if you are only used to street smack.
Many users claim that the problem with methadone is that it lacks heroin's intensity. In blind trials, users who were given both drugs orally were unable to distinguish between the effects of the two drugs. Where heroin does have a real advantage over methadone is in withdrawal. Withdrawal from heroin should be over after seven to ten days. Withdrawal from methadone though can take up to a month or even longer.
DOLOXINE PROGRAMM
"From what I have been told Doloxine seems to be a somewhat psychotic way to detox. Sure a couple of capsules when you are hanging out make you feel a hell of a lot better, but the side-effects are nasty. You can't work on doloxine, your speech is slurred, your motor co-ordination is stuffed and you are generally left feeling very dopey. Avoid it unless you have no other options.
Note: Doctors usually prescribe Doloxine with Catapress which accounts for the sluggishness as well as the dopeyness".
NALTREXONE PROGRAMM
Naltrexone is a medication that blocks the effects of drugs known as opioids (a class that includes morphine, heroin or codeine). Naltrexone competes with these drugs for opioid receptors in the brain. It was originally used to treat dependence on opioid drugs but has recently been approved by the FDA as treatment for alcoholism. In clinical trials evaluating the effectiveness of naltrexone, patients who received naltrexone were twice as successful in remaining abstinent and in avoiding relapse as patients who received placebo - an inactive pill.
With this method of DETOX you can be fully physically withdrawn in 6 hours and you can leave the clinic after 24 hours. Cost varies from $600 in the USA to $3000 in Israel to $7500 in Sydney Australia.
Note: Naltrexone should not be taken without detoxing first. Taking naltrexone whilst still addicted will speed the withdrawal stage & leave you in serious pain.
COLD TURKEY
This one is one of the most popular methods of detox and it's kind of like jumping off a cliff. Cold turkey is not for the faint of heart and it is recommended that you consult a physician to see if any other options are available before you leap into it.
BUPRENORPHINE PROGRAMM
This has been around since the 60's & there are more people on Buprenorphine in France than there are on Methadone. Because it is a partial agonist Buprenorphine has mild opiate effects & reduces withdrawal cravings. It is much better to withdraw from it than Methadone or Heroin and it is very difficult to overdose on it, so it is relatively safe to use! It is recomended that if you are going from methadone to Buphrenorphine that you drop down to 30 ml of methadone before going onto Buphrenorphine. The standard recomended dose is around 8 mg per day.
Above taken from:
http://www.netroad.ru/~foundhelg/Engl_her.htm
About Catapress/Clonidine:
http://clonidine.drugs.com/