My love has left me. My fear has taken over my head. I feel like I am not in controll of anything, anymore. I feel wearthless... helpless... ugly... stupied.. damn lonely...
I cannot see why I should dealing with this so-called life ( I`d rather call it hell) any longer. I have been down for so long. I have tried my best and now I am so... SICK AND TIRED.
People around me tells me I am getting on their nervs.. I think they are much better without me.
I wanna go under... please.. I have fought for so long... and nothing seems to help. Absolutely nothing.