I am feeling this is more complicated than you are letting on, felt there is a relationship involved with this move. One that you need to watch and respond to it accordingly. Well least you will be laughing about it humour is going to be very important way of dealing with many issue coming to the surface.

 

The house hunting will be tough as I feel the time is not right for this move at every turn you feel you are being blocked.......up to you but I would enjoy what you have at the moment put those plans on hold till january time.

 

Hmm you have been learning many things seems this is a time of great lessons for you building charachter making you a stronger person this has been a bumpy ride i feel. I sense a lot of anger still within you this needs to be dealt with come to terms with what has happened move on from it, as it can only hurt you now, it has been a while. I feel you need to open your heart more let others in you've had a brick wall built around you for your defence so you can't be hurt again.the  times come to break down that wall allow others in to your inner sanctum.

 

Out of all this you will become a stronger person positive growth and change, this planned move has been niggling at the corners of your mind for a while i feel it's to get away from something, to me thats not the right way to go about it no more running away time to face up get things settled attend to paperwork iron the laundry etc i guess i am saying time for preparation for this next phase in your life. Its a great phase strength positivity coming of age.  a rite of passage so to speak you have earned it.

 

Watch out for an oppertunity disguised as a loss it could involve the loss of someone or something to which you have a strong emotional bond it feels like you are tied to this thing like it controls you.

 

Like the phoenix you will rise from the ashes a stroger person more independent no more relying on others to tell you what you need, you will have the faith in you and you will be in control of you.

 

Thnkyou for getting me reading again take what you will from this reading and leave the rest, remember we have choices to make and only you can make those choices get control back into your life.

hi kingfisher thank you so much for responding so quickly, your resonse was very accurate, aim finding it very streeful trying ti find the right place and one i can afford,as far as running away from things and the wall yes i have closed off alot because of things that have happened the area i am in is very rough and i have had my home broke into had a house invasion and was beaten and peperr sprayed and other things its not the place i want to stay in, and it has affected me very negatively i am very cautuous about people,  i do feel change is necessary inorder for me to grow spiritualy thanks again and may great spirit bless you and yours