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Dear Leslie,
I have to admit Ive struggled with the "idea" of giving you a reading. Immediately I felt "I couldnt handle" what it was you had to teach me. Too much for me emotionally. Just plain too much. I debated back and forth, hesitant. And still I felt I had to give you one.
Independence and self confidence may be an issue for you. I see a lone figure, raised hands, fists beating in the air, screaming I will be independent, I will be self confident, and no one, no one will bring me down again. That self hope that guides us to grow out of old habits and patterns.
There is also a fear of it as well, that you may break. Just crumble into a thousand pieces from the emotional weight of it. The pressures of it. You are guided to still these feelings of inadequacy, the feelings that those around you dont support your true desires. Yet they do. They stand around you, supporting you, just not they way you "think" they should. Stand back, still the "mouth" for a moment and listen to the wind. It tells the truth. And it will tell you that even though things may seem a certain way, are in reality only so because we chose to see it that way.
Sometimes, I really love my husband, and at others I feel he self destructs in ways that isnt productive, the cycle of life is ever repeated and my desire to stop that negative cycle continues. I see the pattern now. Now is the time to put into motion the changes to build a solid more productive cycle. One that feeds the souls of all that enter my domain. My "advice" is to not dwell on the "idea" that we need to save the old, but to break down the old and build "anew". Create it, one brick at a time. This brick, will be for self confidence and this brick is for love. This brick, so on and so on. Clearly look at what you desire and create the brick, build that foundation.You may not see immediate results, just know that eventually you will stand back and say.....How beautiful!!! I did that, we did that. And it will be so.
Sending Angels,
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Nesting, Thank you for the reading. It sounds like me. I gather you may have seen much turmoil in my life. I am trying to rise above it and forget it. Much of it has left me with no Self confidence and being labled a horrible person. I have to keep telling myself I am not horrible. My family has expected me to take care of all thier needs and used me as a doormat. I have pulled away from the negativity and being used since my Mom passed away. I felt guilty for a while but no more. Thank you again Leslie |
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