Ok I love it ,, i really understand the hand slappin n sayin no , n i do know why too ,, and as im writing this ,, i know my guide is smiling  ,, and u being honest im the same way being honest n blunt ....and yes i saw the offer of gettin the readin n said what the heck go for it but i know what was going to be told bc ,, yes i pretty much answer my own question n analize it when i have a problem or anything what goes inside me head hehe..that is why most of the time i really dont ask for reading ,,,, and dissappointment of the message ,, i learn when a person come for help when someone is block of worry is better listening then givin answers n let the worrier asnwer there own questions of why n where it began n fine the solution ,, i let them talk , n i try to help in a way i dont answer it for them but they answer it ..so even tho i dont have nothing worryin me, i found out the way to always be happy n dont block myself from a problem, ,, i have learn alot from myself n others n if im confuse about something i have to understand it , in a way that my brain works ,, i have alot inside there i need to catch up hehe,,, so trust me i perfectly know what your sayin,, I as i go i insome ways too give reading to ppl outside chat n sometimes chat,, photo reading n other things ,,, so i know that i have grown lots lots more n so dam proud of me hehe ... thanks love it