Hiya Nesting,

 

Thank you for the reading and LOL on scattered energy. I wonder what time you tried to connect with my energy. We got burgled yesterday and our work tools stolen for the 4 time this year, despite my warnings to my husband. I have warned him prior to each time, and gave him an excellent solution for avoiding it happening again, and did he listen. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! So yeah, my energy was pretty scattered yesterday and today, between feeling angry at being robbed, angry at my husband for not listening to my warnings, frustrated, upset. It was just crazy.

 

Im not that closed off.....although I dont run around telling people whats in the depths of my soul until I feel comfortable with them. Yes I am a mummy, and thats my career and yes you are right that something is lacking.  I have dreams and ambitions, and things i would like to achieve in life, I am incredibly hopeful and optimistic but who knows. I am lacking direction right now, I know my guides stood back while I was pregnant and while the baby is young, but i miss the contact, I miss the experiences and I am really hoping to pick it all up again. I know what is, is and its meant to be this way but I just feel a bit bored of being just a mum.

I live in a big city.....I prefer the country but couldnt handle being too far from Auckland....I like a bit of both.

 

You may also be picking up on the fact that I have cut myself off from alot of people recently, it has been an emotionally sensitive time but it felt the right thing to do. It was a choice between cutting myself off from the people, or feeling like I had to guard everything I said lest someone take it the wrong way. So far neither option feels great lol so something there to work on.

 

Thank you again for the reading

 

Hugs

pix