My friends,
so much prayers are needed this days and I am sorry to come up with asking for some more.
Some of you will remember me and my Lakota love. Finally end of last year we were able to meet in South Dakota and we match so well that we were talking of wedding.
Than last week I got the news that my love got the results of health tests he was going through. And it was the total shock, he has cancer everywhere in his body and the doctor told him that there is nothing left to do and all my loved man can hope for, is to live is about six month more.
I am still under the shock, as I am not able to leave Germany now for living with him and there is probably not enough time that he waits for me being able to leave, our hope of a life together, was blown away.
All I can do is to try to get all vacations I am able to get at work (unfortunatelly I can't allow myself to loose this job ) and to take the next plane back to South Dakota, so that we are able to try to make the best of this little time we will still have together.
We both try to face what is coming with courage and not loose hope before his last day passed. But its more than we can do by ourselves and prayers are badly needed.
I thank you all for helping us with your prayers and during my own prayers I think of all who are also asking here for help.
Yours Reikidoubs