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Wow you are amazing..............Im actually laughing right now..............there is something going on.................I am in a relationship.............and its been going so wel between me and this guy...............my insecurities have come up alot lately and Ive been working on them.................and the fact that you said............
"I also feel that this is a fight between YOU and YOURSELF.. You don't know what love is, to see it when it's in front of you.. What are you afraid of? "
somethWhen I read this...........I immediately understood what my guides were showing me..............the water was calm..................like a beautiful night at the beach.................the wolf was just staring..............the glow was like a white.......maybe faint grayish blue..........but the dog and wolf were calm...........I have been in a relationship for 2 mths.........initially I was afraid to trust this person...............and then I decided to trust.........and move through it..............and I felt such an amazing connection..........I felt like a kid again............I felt such a freindship with this guy...........moreso than any other guy Ive been with...............and as time went on................I noticed my insecurities popping up here and there when I notice something that could be questionable...................instead of trusting.............I would blow it out of proportion in my mind.........................and I probably do have love in front of me...............and cant recognize it because of my past baggage Im allowing to bother me..................
you interpretation was right on......................as far as what Im keeping from my freinds......................I would just say Ive been really low key about talking about this particular relationship with freinds................
I had another dream later on.................I was talking with my boyfreind and he told me he ran into his ex............and he told his ex about me.....................and then he said he loved me..........................
I definitely feel my guides are telling me to slow down...............and get in control of my emotions.....................and accept whats been placed in front of me...................that its real............and something special for me........................
thank u so much for this Sarasmile................you were so right................if you pick up anything else let me know.......................
I know my curent boyfreind says he had a dream of his ex............that his ex was trying to ruin his life...................Im not sure what that meant...........maybe you can offer some insight there................
Overall Sarah I am happy...............and scared..............I do love this man...............its so hard when you have been hurt before............and then you come into a new situation..............for some reason your eyes are still a bit jaded...........and you can almost ruin whats in front of you......................
what I have done today for the first time...........is close my eyes and I said to myself............I do not wish to feel insecurity...............or fear............and it just left immediatley..................
Love and Light to you Sara and thank you so much...........looking forward to hearing back from you..................