Part II
Dear Raine --
AFTER erecting and viewing your chart, and after checking the transits for June of 2004, I decided it best if I went with my instincts on this reading. My instincts told me that during this period -- which happens to be a high energy conjunction of Transiting Pluto with your Natal Mars, the real question was: ARE YOU SUCCEEDING IN YOUR LIFE OR ARE YOU WASTING IT? You are, after all a very strong woman. Your chart reveals someone with the ability to create whatever you need in your life, whether it is to solve some problem or to create your own financial security. Further, you have reached your peak years and are quite aware of your capabilities. So, why are you seeking my advice?
And, of course, the current transit of Pluto over natal Mars -- both co-rulers of your Sun Sign, is a ONCE IN A LIFETIME EVENT, which leaves behind it PERMANENT Changes IN WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU DO WITH YOUR OWN LIFE!
So, I went with my instincts and asked the Tarot Keys. I even shuffled, and cut the Significator -- thereby allowing Fate to frame the question:
THE SIGNIFICATOR WAS THE ACE OF CUPS. The question then is this: at this time of your life, what will bring YOU a feeling of Success and Accomplishment? And the fact that the suit is Cups (connectedness and feeling) suggests that the only success that will be meaningful to YOU is one fully involving your your Feminine Powers of Imagination. More specifically, this Key means you must really find out WHO you are!
I then checked this against your chart wich shows your Moon in opposition to your Sun. Clearly, these two sides of your nature -- the conscious and the intuitive, have always been at war. Now, at this point of transition in your life, you must learn a new skill: how to bring your intuition fully onboard and working for you.
THE CARD COVERING YOUR READING is Key 16, The Tower. This is the Mars force, residing (with Jupiter, the Lord of Fortune) in your second house of resources. Throughout your life you have always been able to create a secure financial base, but NOW (and here I refer to the conjunction of Transiting Pluto with Natal Mars, the old YOU and the old WAYS are coming down.
This can seem very scary, but (logically) letting go of the old ways is the only means possible of releasing the energy for new construction. And, both the appearance of this card AND your current transits suggest that you must either do this yourself, or Life will do it for you.
THE CARD CROSSING. This was Key 14, Temperance, and represents what opposes you. This is a period of testing and trial. We already know, from the many challenges we see in your chart, how good you have become at handling problems. But now, instead of conquering outer worlds, you will be opening new horizons for yourself and for self-discovery. Incidentally, Key 14 represents Sagittarius, the sign in which we find your natal Mars. The ruler of this sign is Jupiter, which shares the second house with Mars. (Interesting synchronicity, no)?
THE CARD ABOVE and this represents the best that can be achieved. This card is The Three of Cups, and while it has more or less the same meaning as does the Ace of Cups - the Significator, it adds two new pieces to the puzzle. The best that you can do, at this time, is to couple the powers of your Mind (Mercury in Sagittarius) with those of Saturn. Saturn represents focus and practicality.
In other words the Tarot is telling you that the best use of your powers is made when you focus (Saturn) your Mind (Mercruy) on this new goal: self-discovery. AND KEEP IT THERE. Further, something may happen in early July. At the very least, Life should bring you some further messages. This card also points to the conjunction of n.Venus with n.Neptune, in your eleventh house. I cannot tell the exact time elements involved, but some opportunity for spiritual service to others may open for you and fairly soon.
THE CARD BELOW is the Ten of Coins and represents unseen powers at work. This card assures success if you follow the clues which Life will provide. It is important to remember (suit of Coins) that you are asked to GO INSIDE your body. Symbolically this means to contact your natural INTUITION (Moon in Taurus). And you can measure your success (which will come slowly at first) as you begin to recognize that it was your own errors, in the past, that prevented you from seeing the UNITY behind all creatures and things.
Some call this UNITY by the name of God; you can use whatever name you are comfortable with, as long as you are clear that true UNITY excludes no one. And, as you work on this, you will begin to see yourself as an instrument for LIFE. And (the Tarot assures us), in this you will discover your real power and real happiness.
THE CARD BEHIND is the influence passing away (or already completed). This was the Eight of Wands, which shows an individual with their head bandaged, grabbing a rest behind a fort of wands. In truth, outer appearances are often deceiving. You have already discovered what a powerful mind (Mercury) you have, in Scorpio, and conjunct your Ascendant. So now you will be using this same power to look for the presence of Beneficence Behind all Things and events. Again, this is what begins the process of seeing yourself as an instrument for LIFE.
(to be concluded)
s --