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Hello,
I know I have two requests from angelsbreath and dove for readings. At this time I am unable to finish them due to a death in the family. As soon as things settle and balance out, I will be back in here to do them. Thank you,
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hun take all the time you need or want ..... I know everything comes at the right time. I'm sorry to hear of your loss. I will keep you close and send loving energy your way to help you through this. .............. I too have had a loss this week. My Ex pasted away week, we buried him yesterday. So I understand. AngelsBreath |
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Im sorry to hear of your losses as well. So odd how the three of us are connected in such a way. It was my mother in law that passed. I also keep wanting to say to you angels breath, that yes life is a roller coaster ride, and it helps settle me some when some really freaky sh#& occurs lately. I keep thinking, okay, theres another loop. Hold on tight! And I constantly find myself saying "I dont know" "I dont know"
I loved my mother in law in my own way, and to mourn for her with my "spiritual knowledge" makes me feel like an imposter cause I know she is in a better place. I know she is happy now. She wanted to die a long time ago. Gave up a long time ago. Now her suffering is gone. But when I dont mourn I feel Im being selfish and should at least shed a tear. AGH! So conflicting! My human side and my spirit side dual-ing it out. Thus "I dont know" when I really do know and dont know how to say it. And when I do speak, everyone takes it and runs with it and creates this whole thing that never existed. Geez, death can create some of the weirdest situations, the weirdest stories and the weirdest reactions. I am dry eyed, brain is officially fried. How is one to fight gossip? Thus, "I dont know". Its my only saving grace. |
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nesting I understand what you were saying completely .... "I loved my mother in law in my own way, and to mourn for her with my "spiritual knowledge" makes me feel like an imposter cause I know she is in a better place. I know she is happy now. She wanted to die a long time ago. Gave up a long time ago. Now her suffering is gone. But when I dont mourn I feel Im being selfish and should at least shed a tear. AGH! So conflicting! My human side and my spirit side dual-ing it out. Thus "I dont know" when I really do know and dont know how to say it." I've had to experience my family and others wondering if I really cared for loved ones that have passed over ... because I morn in a different way. You should Never feel like an imposter or question your emotions or the way you deal with the loss. Thats just my opinion ....If you did shed tears ~ are they for You and the fact she won't be in a physical form for you to visit with, or , are the tears of Joy that's she's gone home to a better place and now is at peace ? ..... We are only spiritual beings experiencing and living a human life. ..... The way you express yourself will impress some ..... and they may even see that it's ok to love, enjoy and feel ok that a loved one has crossed over and not be laying on the floor crying our eyes out and losing control of the fact of what's really going on. ............... Your a wise person, you have the knowledge and the know how to deal with anyone that looks down on the way you handle life and it's experiences. ..... ............. Unfornutately other people's journey in life is more rocky than our's .... and they seem to want to throw rocks and boulders in our path to make us stumble and get off balance. Just look at these other enity's and think ..... bless your heart you haven't learned the lessons yet you were brought here to learn......... But I refuse to let you cloud over the sunshine in My Day and My Life . ....... Hope I'm making sense here .... sometimes I feel like I just rattle on and on .... but I just want to share with you that ... other people don't have the control and power to make us question ourself and take away our peace and happiness - unless - we give the power to them. And I know .... that's not what your wanting to do. ..... find time to get away and ground yourself .... put a pure white bubble around you so that these negative energy's can't cloud over you. I'm sending positive energy your way with this message. AngelsBreath |
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AngelsBreath,
Id like to thank you for your words. They were a confirmation to me. For I have just recently come to this conclusion. And the relief from all the negativity and pressures is a blessing. I no longer am attached to all the "little whispers" of others. (Sometimes they are as loud as screams) I can hear their "whispers" yet I am not attached to them in an emotional way. I understand I can "whisper" back in response or let it go. By saying Whisper, I mean in a clairaudient way. Whisper is my knowing of it. For thats what it sounds like. Im becoming aware in ways I have not known. Ways I have suspected but had not plausible proof. If I whisper back in an emotional way I am only perpetuating the energy. Sometimes its hard though. Old habits do die hard.
Im also not surprised I understand your words so well. In fact, I wouldnt be surprised if you understood the above all too well. For you....are a reader too. Thank you again for your time and energy.
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I too understand having just had my beloved daddy crossing over......my prayers for you both...........no worries.........take as much time as you want........much love and light, Dove
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