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Hola! GiftedPixie,
First, Id like to thank you for waiting patiently for your reading.
When I first connected with your energy, I had a difficult time. Your energy was scattered and all over the place. And when I could get to a centered place with you, then came the blocks. Id get somewhat close and bam, the door closes. Its much like being a horse whisperer with you. You may have had a difficult childhood or period in your life that has caused you to close off to others in a personal way. I do sense that you are very open but only on a superficial level, its safer that way. The true you, is kept safe, away from negative influences, as a protective resource to keep you safe. I see a high powered career. A career that is full of busy, busy, busy. Very fast and very demanding. You do it well and with professionalism. I respect that. It takes true devotion. (Even if speaking of motherhood, its still like a career)
I feel something lacking. As if something is missing. And I cant put my finger on it. As if it just exists and is what it is. Like an acceptance to it.
I see a busy city, lots of people coming and going. And a joy being in the midst of it all. The sun is shining, cars are driving by and large buildings everywhere.
Im not getting much else, although I do feel urged to speak again about your sensitivities and being closed off to others. That its pertinent to the situation. From what Im getting and from my own experience, Ive learned that the best way to deal with being sensitive and being closed off, when in fact Id like to get closer to others, I had to learn how to live with myself. Learn not to be so sensitive to that inner voice, that critical inner voice. I used mantras most of times, and when it got real bad, I put myself into a mental "cocoon". Just wrap myself up in it until Ive had time to adjust to outside influences. Once I was level again, I came back, confident and empowered with my own inner strength and confidence. I learned to trust myself. Its the hardest part with learning to live a life not always having to guard against everything. And be open to lifes possibilities.
Thank you for the opportunity to practice,
Sending you angels
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Hiya Nesting, Thank you for the reading and LOL on scattered energy. I wonder what time you tried to connect with my energy. We got burgled yesterday and our work tools stolen for the 4 time this year, despite my warnings to my husband. I have warned him prior to each time, and gave him an excellent solution for avoiding it happening again, and did he listen. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! So yeah, my energy was pretty scattered yesterday and today, between feeling angry at being robbed, angry at my husband for not listening to my warnings, frustrated, upset. It was just crazy. Im not that closed off.....although I dont run around telling people whats in the depths of my soul until I feel comfortable with them. Yes I am a mummy, and thats my career and yes you are right that something is lacking. I have dreams and ambitions, and things i would like to achieve in life, I am incredibly hopeful and optimistic but who knows. I am lacking direction right now, I know my guides stood back while I was pregnant and while the baby is young, but i miss the contact, I miss the experiences and I am really hoping to pick it all up again. I know what is, is and its meant to be this way but I just feel a bit bored of being just a mum. I live in a big city.....I prefer the country but couldnt handle being too far from Auckland....I like a bit of both. You may also be picking up on the fact that I have cut myself off from alot of people recently, it has been an emotionally sensitive time but it felt the right thing to do. It was a choice between cutting myself off from the people, or feeling like I had to guard everything I said lest someone take it the wrong way. So far neither option feels great lol so something there to work on. Thank you again for the reading  Hugs pix |
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Thank you pixie for the feedback. I did the reading at the time I posted it. I find it interesting how I connect in certain ways with certain people.
Also when I mentioned it was much like being a horse whisperer with you, I meant at the time I gave the reading. I had to do alot of grounding, backing off, connecting again.
Honestly when I gave your reading, I thought I was so far off, cause, I felt I was speaking to myself, and the advice was for me and let it go that if I connected ok, if not then at least I know for myself what I needed to focus on. I have learned that these readings, is also very growth oriented for me. If I can "judge" it then its in me too. So I find it especially hard mentioning some things as I really dont want to admit it about myself. I didnt want to hear that I too was superficial and closed off to others. And doing these readings, is like showing people all about me. Is freaky and helping me overcome my own issues and ya'll are helping me do it.
Again thank you....
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