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| | From:  Taure_Rieuse (Original Message) | Sent: 7/13/2006 4:15 PM |
Hi, I will go into detail so that my situation can be as clearly perceived as necessary for a brother or sister who may have insights for me. Last week-end I was at a Pow Wow and camped on the grounds. It was a full moon last Sunday (don't know if it's relevant). I slept there Friday and Saturday night. Both nights, I awoke in the night with the feeling that there is something I must do in my life, but don't know what it is. I felt sorta panicked like I needed to know what it was I needed to do to be at peace inside myself. A moment later, this feeling of reassurance came over me like everything is going to be ok and all will fall into place. I felt like I will know in time and no need to panick. Then I was able to fall back to sleep. This happened on both nights. I wonder if I'm losing it because I had a serious depression. I am on a healing path and recently (6 mths ago) stopped using marijuana to control pain from a spinal problem. 4 mths ago I quit smoking cigarettes and I very rarely drink. I take no meds whatsoever, my body is clean. I went through intensive therapy to understand the origins of the depression. Since then, I have lovingly and with the assistance of my spiritual guides/angels/God confronted certain people, namely my mother and healed that relationship. How fortunate I was to be able to do that and be received and embraced by her. I also confronted someone who fractured my spine when I was 21 and am currently working on forgiveness so that I may move on and earn a living. This physical limitation has hindered my ability to sustain my livelyhood. I know that I am at a standstill until I accept this limitation and even embrace it. I am 47 now and need some guidance to achieve my goal. I am on a road less traveled and am very proud, but still have a long way to go.  Lila PS: Hi Jody I finally made it. |
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| | | From: Jðdý | Sent: 7/13/2006 4:42 PM |
(((((((((((Lila))))))))))))) Hi! I am so happy to see you here, and glad the kinks got worked out. Honey I can't think of a more sacred place for you to have recieved your messages. There is so much spiritual energy at Pow Wow, and you were surrounded by alot of spiritual beings from a very high spiritual level. I feel like this was all meant to be. All happens at just the right time and place and is part of the great orchestrations of our path. I think that you'll find from here on out, that you will be more open to your guides, will see more synchronicities, and feel much ligher, happier, and more at peace than you ever have been. You have been given a wonderful "safe & sacred haven" to return to anytime things get to heavy. Just close your eyes, take deep breath, and get transported back to that night. Welcome to the awakening Lila...  I am not going to tell you that it's an easy path from here on out, because it's not. You are going to have to deal with and release so much garbage, and it can be very painful letting go of things that we have held onto for so long, but it is so worth the ride, and you have been given the tools to deal with anything that comes your way. You may not know it now, but when the times come, you will be able to draw on those resourses that have been implanted deep within your spirit. Blessings to you Lila, and May Your Path Lead You Higher and Higher. Thank you for letting us walk with you In Peace and a great big (((((((((((hug))))))))))))))) Jody |
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Hi there, I am hearing that it is your guides that you saw and felt. That you'll know what this means and is referring to. This is validation for you, they are saying. They are warmingly suggesting for you to stay strong and know that you are on the right path for you at this time, and that you are correct, things do and will fall in to place because whatever is meant to be will happen in the long run. I am hearing for you to take time out to be alone and to meditate. Then you will hear them even better and more often. Your limits, they say, are only what you set to them...meaning your mind controls your destiny. If you believe something can happen, it will. Remain positive in your thoughts. I hope this helps you some... lovingly, Angel |
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Thank you Jody and Angel, I have seldom felt like I fit in anywhere. It feels like home here. Lila |
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You're welcome...it's my pleasure |
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Just yesterday I spoke to my Dr about worrying about the fact that I caught myself walking around in a kind of semi daze, crying and talking to myself. To my surprise he didn't try to push any meds on me and he smiled and said everything would be fine. That's just one example. I have been experiencing almost every single one of those 38 symptoms. I just read "The Shaumbra symptoms" and "Symptoms of Spiritual Awakening" and I cried when I finally identified with what I've been experiencing. It was as though it was a reading of my persoanl path to a tee. I am overwhelmed and so very and humbly grateful. I feel so fortunate and blessed. I feel I may need clarity on some things along my journey, and falling upon this site is part of the big picture (not to sound too cliche). So I guess I'll be hovering around. Lila  |
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| | | From: Jody | Sent: 7/15/2006 7:46 PM |
I know exactly how you are feeling Lila. It feels great to be validated doesn't it, and just knowing your not alone in all you have seen & felt is a huge ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I remember well. Please just enjoy, and hover away, your among kindred spirit's here. We'll be about if you ever want to talk (((((((((((((blessings & hugs))))))))))))) -Jody |
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