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From: MSN Nicknamezodiac-child  (Original Message)Sent: 10/26/2008 5:20 PM
Hi my name is Zodiac-Child you can call me Zodiac. I joined this group cause it describes me to a "T". As I get to know all of you I will slowly tell you more about me. At the present I can tell you I suffer from Chronic Pain (Fibro., Back) Im a mild Bipolar thank God. and Monday I go in for a MRI on my knee. this will determine if I just need orthoscopic surgery ar full replacement. This will be the 4th surgery on my body the other 3 were back, tubal preg., and elbow. For my past I suffered from all 3 abuses inculding drugs. which Im 11 years sober illegal drugs that is. If you have questions at anytime feel free to ask. I will let ya know if Im not comfortable answering. But I have learned the more you talk about it the more it helps. Just so you know this is just the icing on the cake I hope with my experience I can help others and help myself at the same time. Cause Im tired of the nightmares and flashbacks and the anger. Well then with that all said I love to get to know ya'll plz feel free to tell me a bit about yourself.
Huggss and Kisses,
Zodiac


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From: MSN NicknamesnickerslovesbootsSent: 10/27/2008 7:48 AM
HI SWEETIE MY NAME IS SNICKERS FOUNDER AND SR.MANAGER HERE. I HAVE FIBRO RSD ASTMA TORN DISK IN MY BACK  AND MS. ALSO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION AND HAVE FLASHBACKS AM A SURVIVER OF PHYSICAL AND SEXUAL ABUSE. HAVE HAD 13 SURGERIES IN A 2 YEAR PERIOD, HAD BOTH OF MY KNEES REPLACED.YOU HAVE COME TO A WONDERFUL GROUP. WHEN OUR MEMBERS SAY THEY CARE THEY MEAN IT. HOPE YOU FEEL RIGHT AT HOME ANY THING WE CAN DO TO HELP PLEASE ASK OK.

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From: MSN Nicknamezodiac-childSent: 10/27/2008 8:48 AM
Thank you for sharing with me Snickers wow all those surgeries ouch. Hey let me ask ya getting your knee replaments are things better? cause mine just might go that way?
Thanks,
Zodiac

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From: MSN NicknamePattiJo_19701Sent: 10/27/2008 9:54 PM
HI ZODIAC, WELCOME TO THE GROUP.  MY NAME IS PATTI.  I'M MARRIED, LIVE IN KY(USA) AND HAVE 2 STEP-DAUGHTERS.  i'M A SURVIVOR OF CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE AND OTHER TYPES OF ABUSE.  i KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE DEPRESSION, FLASHBACKS, ECT.
IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK OR ANYTHING, PLEASE DONT HESITATE TO ASK.
 
SAFE HUGS, PATTI jO

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From: MSN Nicknamezodiac-childSent: 10/27/2008 11:29 PM
Thanks Patti I do have one question I have conflicting feelings about my abuser who was my Dad part of me hates him and the other Loves him cuz he is my Dad. After I unveiled all his lies he stopped contacting me Part of me screams in anger and other part feels sorry for him which makes me angery I feel that way Am I NUTS???
I personally dont have anyone here that has experienced what I have just supporters while going through some of it so no one can honestly tell me Im NUTS I hope this makes sense.
Anyway Thank you hun
Zodiac
P.S>Listen to Gone and between the roads by Lisa Marie Presley and that perfectly tells how I feel go figure my dads idiol's daugther does a few songs that says how I feel how Ironic

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From: MSN NicknameTammyg516Sent: 10/28/2008 12:44 AM
Hello Zodiac,  I'm Tammy. I have 3 beautiful children and I've been seperated for 3 1/2 yrs. I have been thru sexual, emotional and mental abuse(still going thru it to a point).  I have spinal stinosis,degernative disc desease(completely missing two discs in my lower back), arthritis, depression,poor circulation, etc. (that's how the doc explained things to me any how). With in the past two years I have had half my thyroid romoved(will eventually need the other half removed b/c they found more nodurals(sp)) and I have had my galbladder removed at the beginning of this year.
 
I'm glad that you have found our group, the ladies here are wonderful and are here if you have any questions, etc.
I am not a perfessional Zodiac but I do know that it is common to have mixed feelings. And it does help alot to talk about things.
Thinking of  you and sending prayers your way Hugs~T

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From: MSN Nicknamezodiac-childSent: 10/28/2008 11:08 AM
Thank you for sharing with me Tammy we have one thing in common I had my gallbladder removed 2 years ago and got a blood clot from the IV I had pancreaitis so I had to wait 2 days before I could have the surgery everyday they had to put a new IV in cause they kept blowing.. Any hooo Thanks for reasurring me Im not Nuts. I have days I want to tie him to a chair and make him confess to me all he did wrong. Other days I dont want to have nothing to do with him.
Im mad at my hubby last night I had my MRI on my knee I begged him to go he wouldnt. I cried through the whole thing cause I can lay down on a flat surface w/o my knees up well they needed my knees down and my back Screamed bloddy murder still this morning its painful and I just had a Toradol shot that afternoon to take my back pain away. Boy was that stopped dead in its tracks oh well I see my Doc today in hopes to get stronger pain meds until after my knee surgery. Well I better go in pain and need to try snd sleep so I will talk to ya'll later
Peace out,
Zodiac

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From: MSN NicknameFlushie_Sent: 10/29/2008 8:08 AM
Welcome to a healing place

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