welcome to the group!
if you read through the messages already posted you'll find many here have gone through exactly what you are now. you've done the hard bit tho, admitted it to your self, the rest will all fall into place.
it'll do you good to talk with the members here, it's a great way of offloading.
we also have a help and advice section where you can pick up telephone numbers for any gay groups/clubs, stuff going on in your own area.
your half way there hun, be proud of yourself!
happy new year!
hugs jan x