Sorry Just need to vent today for last week my back
 has been bad again and it appeared to be getting
 better slowly.. After another really bad night I have
 had to change my mind I am sick
of pain I just want it  to go away despite lots of meds they not helping
 wish I could really high light and delete today
  but I can't can I 
I am a lot better than other people
  are though just having a bad day I guess sat to do few
 posts but soon have to go done a lot of crying with the pain
 I sit in agony I stand in agony I lay in agony the is no out let
 from this right now I cope with pain on daily basis 
 just sometimes its hard I pray it will be better soon
 wish I wasn't alone right now but have to deal with it