Hi Chilly I am sorry to hear about your dad I lost my mum to
lung cancer 5yrs ago it was so hard she only ever got one session
of chemo she had that came home end of day went back day after
for next session and she never came home again ... I was glad she
was no longer in pain & suffering but even now to this day I miss her
the same if you ever need to chat let me know ok I am a good listener
You will survive when you get out there and start being your self
it can seem daunting but once its begun actually feeling free to be yourself
will give you more determination to carry on .. I have just gone back to
Derby Local college after a month off with illness and they had another
2 certificates for clait advanced plus to collect for doing 3 exams and
I am being put forward for Student the month for my dedication and all
the exams I have passed in the 8 months since I enrolled.. I am nrly 48
and never had confidence or thought I was good enough to go back to
school an do well It is nrly 32yrs since I left school.. Also I moved away
from where I uset to live & my family down south to Derby knowing
no one almost 3 years ago now .. I have coped you will to best of luck
jules Tc Susy xx