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| | From: Amber Dawn (Original Message) | Sent: 2/21/2006 6:33 PM |
Well, I spose today I am alright. I have given up on my dream of ever having some one to love me for who I am. You see I am a lesbian.. I am married (via a covenant wedding) so since I am married her and I am the loser, I am just going to have to learn to live with it.. Thers noting I can do. I am too ugly for ANY woman or man to ever love. If you want the proof that I am ugly I can show ya'll a picture.. Just ask. I guess I deserved what the treatment I got that night. Since our relationship is over I will declare Celabasy (not spelled right) So what maybe I am being a bit babyish.. What does it matter? Nothing in my life has ever had meaning.. Nothing and no one has ever been my friend. I went through school with out friends because of how hidiously ugly I am. Something tells me that my lady has a woman on the side because of the way she acts.. Heck if any one were to take her away and sweep her off her feet then all the luck in the world to them.. they are going to need it!!! Ok thats enough of my gripes and complaints.. Thanks for listening or not listening. It don't really matter any more because I GIVE UP!!!!!! Alone, lost and depressed AGAIN |
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Hi Amber ... sorry things arnt working out the way you hoped , but im sure your not that ugly hun. People just dont go for looks , im sure there is some great personality in there as you have met yr lady and got married. I dont know what treatment you deserved but you really should sit down and talk to your partner about your fears and feelings about things. Talking helps instead of bottling feelings up and feeling depressed. Good kuck i hope you work things out, |
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