Only In My Dreams
By Me
At night when I'm fast asleep,
A dream of you is where I find my peace.
Take a deep breath and let you in,
Once again your more to me then a friend.
Only in my dreams am I happy anymore,
Without you here I can't say I love you more and more.
Tears of heartache slide down my face,
With you and only you is where I had my faith.
I loved you then and I love you still,
Always have and always will.
With that in mind please come here,
Make me understand why I am filled with fear.
Fear of going through this life alone,
Fear of losing you to someone else I know.
Fear of hating myself even more in the end,
Fear of always just being your friend.
Tonights the night where I'll cry some more,
Just like last night only this time more.
Don't you worry I'll be alright,
Just like last time I'll hold on with all my might.
I love you baby and this hurts like hell,
Being apart from you just kills.
Perhaps this wasn't meant to be,
But if it wasn't then how come it's only you I see.
September 5th,2005
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Brittany