Hiya Ladies... I hope i'm writing this in the right place...I thought would be a good place to start being as it's a Bi Sexual board...lol...
Right...where do i start....I'm not here purposely on the pull...just friends mainly...But yeh...Who know's what's on the Horizon I have had a couple of very intimate & emotional relationships with ladies over the last few years...although they were both online...The first lady i did get round to meeting her...which led on to my first time lesbian experience...which was very enjoyable....The only thing was...it was short lived after that...as she lived over in America.... It's pretty much the same case scenario with the second lady...who i have recently decided to end our connection as i know where it's heading...So.....yep...ya could say i cut off my nose to spite my face I guess i'm hoping some day i can find that same spark with a lady over here in the UK...Where we can be friends both an emotional & intellectual level...
I gotta admit though...that i am married...& have been with Wayne for 16 years...He is fully aware of my desires..in fact he has encouraged me to pursue them more...He is very understanding & has kept to his word & distance...He lets me be me...Which i'm very Thankful for...
Over the years my Bi side has got stronger...& over taken my desire for men...Which we have talked about...& Wayne has kinda accepted the fact that i dont fancy him in that way anymore...Which is rather hard for me to admit...But yes...it's true...
I feel selfish though...not only being married...but wanting a relationship with a lady as well..although seperately...
Am i being selfish...& wanting too much?
Sam