hi im only 17 as you know i have been through a lot in my life though. i have grown up quite fast and dont really act my age i act older. well the gist of things ive know i have been attracted to women not men since i was 11. when i was 11 i was raped by an old man who was my friends grandfather, and i had my first gf when i was 11 it lasted 3years, i have been raped beaten up and put in hospital by 2 other men who were my bf cos i though being gay was wrong n tried to make myself straight im only just starting to come out after all those years but i dont feel i can tell my parents as my dad is homophobic i know im gay but just dont think im normal.i have had lots more happen to me but thats just gonna jibber on. please someone help thanks love carly |