I shall sit on this sofa look into this screen.
I shall sit and be grateful for the times that have been.
I shall mix up some memories, add flowers for their bloom.
Pick up where I left off, in this darkened quiet room.
I shall ponder on things, for that is my way.
I shall wonder perhaps is it here I shall stay..
or shall I gather together what I have left..
take myself to the cleaners to dust off this shelf.
And maybe then, I will will me a way,
find me a rainbow, to colour my day.
I shall be happier than then, not knowing the where,
when I take off this dull coat to show me I care.