It is with my greatest Love from within myself that I choose to share with you a little about myself and my path that has brought Sir Rodney (my nonphysical guide) to me.
I thought it would be fitting to give you a short story of my life as to where I am now.
Through my lifetime I have been through challenges in my life that has beautifully brought me to where I am today. I am no different than anyone else as we have our own path to walk.
I was born in a small town in Ohio in the US. I am the second of six siblings.
My mother is french canadian and my father American of Scottish descent. Both are also of Native American descent also.
My childhood had its ups and downs as with any family. Mine was however somewhat a challenge growing up as there was much disharmony during my early years.My father was very strict and one that did not show too much emotion as I so much wanted and needed this from him.I needed his nurture as a father. My father worked two jobs and my mother took care of us siblings in a loving way and made sure we did not go without.My father worked two jobs as I stated to feed and care for his family. However he became very stressed and had many challenges as my older brother and I did as we were the ones who endured the hardships. There were not so happy times with our lives and at times quite intense but there were good times as well. Thinking back as a child I was very shy and withdrawn around people. I became withdrawn from my father and at some point, I thought that I hated him for some of his actions. I built a wall and as I got into my adolescent years I became quite rebellious towards my father.
During that time after, as my father began to change and was the loving husband and father I so wanted as a child... he was wonderful with the other four siblings which I am grateful for.
As I grew older, Married with a son I finally came to understand and see the Love in my father. He had changed during his many challenges in life as my mother did as well. Through it all they survived their challenges and yes there were many.
My father passed on at an early age of 53 in 1986. However I am blessed to have been able to recapture the Love in the last three years prior to his passing.
It had been so beautiful as our bond became stronger.
I realized from my own experience that he had challenges too just like the rest of us and choices and I can say today that I am so proud of him for the strength he carried through those challenges and to see the beauty of who he truely is.
My father is doing very well in the nonphysical as Rodney(my non physical guide has shown me) My father is much younger and is a writer there!! Beautiful! I love you dad and although I know you are near, I do miss you so very much. I am proud and honored to have been your daughter. See you when I get there! Walk In Beauty
Sagehawk