Rewrite

 

Throwing her coat over the chair and leaning to push the on button on her computer, Angelee hurried to check in with WSAM, her favorite on line group. In two years she had never missed a day.  She was anxious to get back to see what that wild and crazy guy on line was up to.  Everyday he brought something new.  

 

Oh sure, everyone on the site was tons of fun and kept her rolling in laughter, but there was something very different about that guy that gave her a warm and fuzzy feeling deep inside.  She was attracted to him even thought he was only a digital signal from miles away. He seam to have it all going on. He was full of wild ideas, funny, sexy, and capable of being warm and sensitive too.

 

As her fingers tickled the keys and her mind drifted, she felt a smile stretching across her face. She was remembering the last  time that guy on line made her laugh at his shameless pursuit of Le fair maidens.

Something about him rang very familiar and made her feel like she had known him forever. How could she feel so familiar with a person she had only seen at play on line? 

 

She laughed to herself and felt a wave of embarrassment as she thought how strange it was to get such a thrill from words on a screen and not even know who was doing the thrilling.  Oh sure he had said he was a cowboy from Montana , but who the heck knew for sure. He could be some little old lady getting to fulfill a latent desire to be  studly.  He could be some prisoner sitting in his cell being pleasured by women all over the world.  Or he could be just who he says he is. That could happen too.

 

As time passed and she watched his inter action with others, listened to his wisdoms, chuckled at his humor and secretly felt the sexual stimulation that had been missing from her life. 

 

Staring at the computer screen her attention returned to the widening smile on her face as she thought   how it  really made no difference who he was in the real world.  He was a first class player and she was never going to meet him anyway, no one knew her feeling or was put on the spot, and the thrill was the same.  A pleasure filled, carefree and win win situation.   

 

Clicking  on her favorite site, she began to read his posts.  As usual he was creating excitement on the message board.  She felt a rush and then told herself that this whole attraction was just an up close and personal  thrill with out strings...yes.  It felt so free and easy to enjoy her own sexuality while never being call to do anything uncomfortable and no choices to be made.  Nothing about this secret admiration was complicated. And even though her friends had said that people on line are not real, it was obvious he was a real man and not some fiction character like superman or some rock star which they mooned around after.  Making excuses for her emotional connection and  feeling like a happy cyber slut she chuckles to herself as she thought, " He is such a flirt, but he does it so well; and it's the safest sex you can imagine." 

 

Over time  she had began to feel a true affection for this mysterious person, and caught herself frequently day dreaming and fantasized about what he might really be like.  She wondered if he was married or if he might be just as alone as she was....waiting for that magic moment where all that would change.

 

As time went by she even thought she might like to know who he really was, but released the idea as nonsense and romantic fantasy.  Besides that was never going to happen.  He was a million miles away in some big city and would probably have no interest in her simple girl ways. 

 

Her concentration was broken by the ringing of the phone.  It was her brother calling to say he  would be coming home for Thanksgiving.  He had been working in the oil fields and was heading home for a quick stop.  He mentioned he would be bringing a friend along.  Anglelee wondered if it was a woman, but didn't have time to ask before his cell phone cut off.  No matter, he would be home in a few days.

 

Thanksgiving day came and Angelee saw the car pull into the drive.  It was her brother and a very attractive man with a quick smile and a warm hello.  She was immediately charmed by his soft, expressive and inviting eyes.  He was a comfortable conversationalist and a bit flirty.  Angelee took to him right away. 

 

All through dinner they laughed and joked like old and dear friends. This stranger was turning out to be quite the charmer.  As the day went on the two found that they had many things in common including a mutual attraction, which could be felt like heat waves in July.  All through the day Angelee was glowing like a school girl. This was a very different day and, unusual as it was, she never once gave the precious web site a single thought.    

 

All too soon night fell and it was with great regret that the time had ended.  It was time for Angelee's brother to make the long drive back across country.  The delightful visitor gave Angelee a wonderful bear hug and told her with complete sincerity, how he had enjoyed the meeting and hated to leave. 

 

She truly hated to see him go. But that was fate for ya.

 

A few days Later Angelee opened her email mail box and found she had received a thank you card from the visitor and an invitation to look into his favorite on line group. He told her how much he had enjoyed  her company and how he hoped she would join so he could see her there. 

 

The card read, Welcome to Wit, Sarcasam and Artistic Musings.