Poetry by shaydekat

Where Is My World...?

Where is my world,
That could once comfort me?
I look around,
But all I see....
Is this world around me,
It is not the one I know,
I did not know heartache, or pain,
And my life wasn't filled with woe,
I see anarchy and destruction,
No morals, no respect,
The devils taken over,
That's what I suspect!
No more kind and loving words,
No trust to be forthcoming,
Just a storm on the horizon,
I hope the rain is cold and numbing!
Because I don't want to feel the end,
As it draws near,
Or watch my children grow
In a world full of fear,
I want my world,
The way it used to be,
When everyone was happy,
Now...wouldn't you agree?

All The Things You Will Never Do..

I wake with fear,
Of the night ahead,
Images of you,
Fill my head.

I constantly wonder,
If you embraced the end,
What was it that drove you,
Round the bend?

The hurt must have been,
So awfully bad,
For you to give up,
All that you had.

I see you still,
On that beam,
I see you hanging,
In my dreams!

My heart races,
As I cry for you...
And all of the things,
That you will never get to do!

Little Boy Lost

I am a little boy lost,
With no friends of my own,
No-one I can trust,
Have I really known!

Will you be my friend?
On someone to rely,
Someone not to hurt me,
Not to make me cry?

I live a lonely life,
Getting very down,
Often I'm quite cranky,
And I always wear a frown.

Will you be the friend I need,
To lift my spirits high,
someone to open up my heart,
And help me fly up high?

I really need a friend,
And I'm hoping you're the one,
I want to live a happy life,
And I want to have some fun!

 

Hidden Wall

Has the world
Forgotten me?
I am right here,
Can't you see?
I have no food,
Only dirty water,
What if I was your son?
Perhaps your daughter?
Would you let me starve?
Would you let me die?
If you could see how I live,
I'd surely make you cry!
I live a life of poverty,
Waiting for god's call,
Or maybe someone just like you,
To see beyond our hidden wall.
If more people like you,
Were made aware,
If people could see my plight,
Maybe someone would care!
Care enough,
Not to watch me die,
Perhaps to help me,
To understand..Why?