"wake me when november ends"
she thinks all i do is talk to women on my phone
so my girlfriend thinks when im just home feelin alone
did i say shes my girlfriend? i have yet to see
how much this girlfriend actually loves me
"wait until the end of the month" so im told
like a bum in the street whos just been rolled
already down n out with no place to call home
laying in the gutter and cold to the bone
i try to remember all the good that was there
i miss all those touches and the smell of her hair
but the longer i wait for that loving embrace
the feel of her lips with her soft hands on my face
the more scared i feel that its all too late
that shes made her decision, that shes just using fate
to push me away cuz i think shes scared too
scared of the thoughts of what i may do
given the chance to i can sincerely say
that ill never do those things not on ANY day
and ive said all these things but i still get pushed down
i just pop right back up like some stupid plastic clown
with that big stupid grin just asking for more
never once desiring to even the score
so is she my girlfriend? do i think she still is?
i do everytime i feel in my head how we kiss
like a magnet to steel and a moth to a flame
ill go along blindly hoping she does feel the same
oh i so love this beautiful girlfriend of mine
u can see in my eyes so u know im not lyin
i feel it so deeply i get dizzy and weak
at the thought i may not see her,that well never hit our peak
the one thing i do have is a sliver of hope
and thats the one thing thats helping me cope
ill hold on to that sliver with everything ive got
over my heart itll have its own spot
she took a chance on me once, she gave it a try
if she gives up on me now ill quite surely die
so if there are angels or spirits above
please hear in my words my confession of love
help her to hear me with your tricks of the trade
maybe thats all i need for forever to be made
by -- O.