I saw something different

When I looked into your eyes

Although you smiled and said hello

I saw through all those lies

Because I know I hurt you

It's that I can't deny

though you said you forgave me

somehow you make me cry

Even though we stayed best friends

we both knew that was false

We both just carried on

dancing this horrid waltz

despite your smile and handshake

I know your pained to see my face

I wish I could remove that hurt

and let joy take it's place

You simply can't imagine

this regret I feel inside

I never meant to hurt you

And when I did I almost died

If I could do my life again

I'd do it some other way

I'd never let your eyes tear up

I'd find something else to say

But now I know you hate me

and I deserve it for my sins

but every time you smile at me

it breaks my heart again

so now that I'm leaving

don't wave or say goodbye

because if you're truly my friend

you'll let me pass you by.

~Rav