Hi Alysa,

 

I can first tell you that I understand where your coming from.  I have never understood where I was headed or where I was or where I am from.  I too, like you, am lost.  I don't really know how I got there, or how to get out.  I have been this way for as long as I can remember...even as a child.   Seems like when I do want something its not obtainable.  If nothing else I can understand your confusion and pain.  I am here for you.  We can be lost together lol

 

Kat