Hi Alysa, I can first tell you that I understand where your coming from. I have never understood where I was headed or where I was or where I am from. I too, like you, am lost. I don't really know how I got there, or how to get out. I have been this way for as long as I can remember...even as a child. Seems like when I do want something its not obtainable. If nothing else I can understand your confusion and pain. I am here for you. We can be lost together lol Kat |