XN emailed a pic after he d&d'd me after months of N-type pig behaviour. It was pic of him getting an award for racing car stuff ( probably for best smashes, most last placings etc..). Anyway I have used this pic for time to time for healing purposes - such as cut out his face and burn it on the fire, and / or put it in the trash and / or deposit various unspeakable waste products on it.
The gods are supporting me on this until I get him completely out of my system - and it is very satisfying and healing.