No way... I knew he was bonkers and the thought of being tied to someone like that forever (because when you have kids it is forever, like it or not), was not the way to go.  And yes, it was pretty much my last chance but I could not ruin my life or that of a child.  Not to mention I had to consider the genetic factor, would a man like that pass those crazy genes on to my child?  Ironic, that two weeks after we met he was talking marriage and kids. He desperately wanted children; he needed to have someone in his life who would not leave him (children).  I chose being childless than traveling that bumpy road.