Four years I have gone around and around with this man.  He has thrown me out, I have moved out and yet everytime he calls I melt and return, enough already!!!  Chest pains, yes!, I have had them, physical manisfestations of stress hits me as well. I left this man, spent 5 weeks without him and began to grow, went out one night and there he was crying, begging for me to return and I did, now 6 months later he told me to pack my stuff and leave (for a minor irration), so I left.  Now he calls me and tells me it is all my fault, I am crazy...I should have stood and fought with him, but no! I moved back into my own place. Can one man drive you crazy??, Am I crazy?.  I am so confused. He messes with my mind and makes me feel that it is always me.  I am reaching the point of suicide, I can't live with him, but I can't live without him, pleas help me.